I remember the nights I watched as you lay sleeping
Your body gripped by some far away dream
Well I was so scared and so in love then
And so lost in all of you that I had seen
But no one ever talked in the darkness
No voice ever added fuel to the fire
No light ever shone in the doorway
Deep in the hollow of earthly desires
But if in some dream there was brightness
If in some memory some sort of sign
And flesh be revived in the shadows
Blessed our bodies would lay so entwined

I remember when you left in the morning at daybreak
So silent you stole from my bed
To go back to the one who possesses your soul
And I back to the life that I dread.
So I ran like the wind to the water
Please don't leave me again I cried
And I threw bitter tears at the ocean
But all that came back was the tide...


I realize now that I have never stopped loving you.  You are the one man that has consistently stayed in my thoughts for so many years.  The one man who gave so unselfishly to me and so many many months of talking, about so much.  I wonder where in the world you went off to?  I got the empty emails from EU, UK ... and hoped you were safe and warm.  I hate the Agency that took you and at the same time, I treasure them for I know that they above all, would keep you safe.  It has been well over 5 years, so I believe it is safe enough to print this out and let you know, I have never stopped loving you.  St Simons Island will never ever be the same without you and I went back once, so very hard to do.  I still cry.  God Bless you and for you, my Irish lover ~G'y~

May the road rise up to meet you.
May the wind always be at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face,
and rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the palm of His hand.